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The Grand Complication

by Jo Wilson

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1.
Prognosis 02:46
Well I'd thought I might be right but I'd hoped I might be wrong; The years are here at the door. From outside you'd never know - inexorably slow - But I aged today in a curious way that's not counted in days: The future is here for the facing, There's a nervous twitch in these hands of mine, And in the fleet hands of time we're a-racing. I think I've known awhile that there's a mutiny inside: My orders don't always get through. It's not so much the shock of an enemy attack, As like the world standing still, As I realise that the sly double agent was you! The future is here for the facing, There's a nervous twitch in these hands of mine, And in the fleet hands of time we're a-racing. Well I'd thought I might be right but I'd hoped I might be wrong; The years are here at the door.
2.
Peter's Out 03:42
Back on the boat to Gennesaret Sharing recollections of a day we'll never forget It was a fine day, bizarre day Just heard the word from a friend of mine Unfortunate news of a tragic kind It was a strange day, a sad day Searching for a hideaway where we can mourn The loss of a friend and brother who's gone Slain on the whim of a powerful but cowardly king Where's the justice in that? There's no hope in that When you're looking for a place to hide Is exactly when you don't need a crowd ten thousand wide The hopeful, the hungry The method was a mystery Too tremendous for a sleight-of-hand We followed our directions: Divide and multiply, divide and multiply, divide and multiply Thousands satisfied Still in the boat, should be home by now See the sky darken; the ocean swell Concentration tightens, conversation peters out Tired eyes strain in the darkness Is that a ghost or a trick of the light? A familiar voice calls out through the storm And to our consternation Peter's out of the boat Plunging over the gunwale And pounding across the waves [are you out of your mind?] The surface of the water holding the prints of his feet for a while And as we look on [and as we look on] in amazement and elation There's a faltering in his stride [tumblin’ over] The great white doubts of fear and reason circling in [comin’ to getcha!] Confidence failing, sees the wind [blow me down] Treacherous waters liquid again Save me! And he says "why did you doubt?"
3.
"It was just like seeing the centre of the universe" Dropped, stopped, "I think I can mend her" Here starts the watchmaker's curse She could not quite see the attraction Of tiny wheels in shining array Though their lives meshed with slick interaction She felt the moments ticking away A growing obsession of levers and hairsprings Pinions and rockers and fine ruby bearings With magnify-lenses and rock-steady fingers Over his sweetheart he lovingly lingers He lives for the joy of the grand complication And he does it to prove he has nothing to prove "And as soon as I've mastered this new fabrication I will make, yes, I'll make some time for you" He began to resent her second-wasting demands He dreamed of escapements and places Where he'd have time on his hands The gravity forces of planets in motion Are here recreated with skillful devotion She found a new method to gain his attention And hefted a hammer above his invention He lives for the joy of the grand complication And he does it to prove he has nothing to prove "And as soon as I've mastered this procrastination I will make, yes, I'll make some time for you" He lived for the joy of the complex creation And he lived it as if he had nothing to lose "But if I could repeat this past incarnation I would make, yes, I'd make some time for you I would make, yes, I'd make some time for you I would make, yes, I'd make some time for you"
4.
Outrun 04:53
Thought I'd left him for dead many moons ago Turns out he was only biding his time Ain't no gentleman; no qualms to kick you when you're down Uncanny accuracy where you're weakest; viper, coiled to spring Through the darkness in my head he pursues me Lurking in the shadows between a memory and a dream Bone-weary and worn by this relentlessness The last rushing stream lies miles behind Now this marathon is replaced by a fight to survive And though we know the hero always triumphs The nemesis refuses to die All my energies just to cover up my trail But I just can't seem to shake him off my tail Off my tail Maybe I could try a little harder every time But I can't see what difference I'd make If I resolve to steel myself and flee away next time... What will it take to send you, Snake! back under your stone? Back under your stone? This desert I will cross if it's the last thing that I do And I will outrun you, I will outrun And all the while my eyes search the horizon for a sight Of anybody who can patch the snakebite in my waterskin Punctures in my waterskin Fang holes in my waterskin Oh, can anybody mend the snakebite in my waterskin?
5.
Drones 11:40
[a. Blue Skies] Zubair Rehman (13): “I no longer love blue skies. In fact, I now prefer grey skies. The drones do not fly when the skies are grey, and for a short period of time the mental tension and fear eases.” [b. Drones] It's been {months in the making - furtive preparation / all in a day's work - careful calculation} In {shadowy back / calm control} rooms And they won't see this coming They won't see this coming, no no Twisted words of {frenzied fanatics / pressured politicians} Am I brainwashed? Do they really deserve to die? And {as the hour of recompense / now as our destination} draws near it comes down to this: Do you really believe that you can {blast yourself a doorway through to heaven? / judge intention from a satellite image?} Won't you give me a fair fight? Won't you look me in the eye? Or are you afraid that when you do You'll discover we're not so different, me and you Give me a fair fight And one day you just might begin to see I'm not the monster that they've made me out to be Why {here? Who / me? God} knows{? / !} {I‘m just employed / I volunteered} to pull the trigger And is this courage or cowardice? I {don't even have to be there / give my everything} to strike you {when I can send a robot in my place / - the consequences I will never face} [c. Insomnia] [d. Hellfire] [e. Shockwave] [f. The Hollowness] [g. Groundswell]
6.
Still Life 04:42
Languid and listless sad clowns and bears High on the sill sit sidelined Of these poor pretenders none can compare Nor would the thought cross their minds Fur polyester was never so grand Nor plastic eyes so agleam Sharing her pillow the sentinel stands Watching her peacefully dream In the eye of the storm Time moves less hurriedly here Maybe it's only the deadening sting of emotion A shadowed heart clutching at sunbeams Or perhaps here's a Thin Place where Heaven lies closer And, guard down, irrationally, I see His stance is commanding, regal, alert Expression so kindly and knowing Sorrow shared with you, yet wild with delight Comforting joy overflowing Silent questions are answered there: Does nothing but bleakness remain? And all of a sudden an answer unshakeable Is superimposed on my brainwaves In a voice full of triumph with hope that’s unbreakable Proudly the big cat declares: “Mine Mine There's no need to fear Death's not the end of the line Time In time The plan becomes clear Someday we’ll all be alive”
7.
Parallax 06:23
Hold up the prism to the light: fractured rainbows trapped inside. Why is it that I spy the spectrum; you view perfect white? You and I admire photosynthesis and fire. Magnets and planets align, atomic hexagons form spires of ice. I need the mysteries to keep me thinking I need the wonder to keep me from sinking So many wonders inspire: moons in motion, Rayleigh skies; To one it's a marvellous creation, the other sees Stupendous great anthologies of infinitely arbitrary chances. Gaze at the galaxies alight: same old friendly pinpricks shine. Speaks of benevolence divine, grace of God and worth of human life Or are we alone in the night? I need the mysteries to keep me thinking I need the wonder to keep me from sinking I need that beauty claiming my attention I need those queries that lead me to the brink Before they firework into countless other questions Emptiness or fullness? Absence or presence? All of Heaven’s love to sing. Consequence, meaningless? Family resemblance Or evolutionary fling? I need the mysteries to keep me thinking I need the wonder to keep me from sinking I need that beauty claiming my attention I need those queries that lead me to the brink Before they firework into countless other questions What's the difference between us? You think one way, I think twice. Faith that’s a gift of the Almighty Or a mind blessedly clear of senseless lies? The same things solicit our attention, but different things we see But why should that surprise me? After all, a rainbow or reflection or a constellation’s All in your perspective.
8.
They come in pairs and hover at my doorway, One to proffer prophets, the other to agree, Concerned to know if I have given due attention, To the end of the world. Will we decline or overcome? Are we the all-sufficient ones? Is the future in our hands? Can you see what's coming Towards the nose of our interstellar refuge? Live and die before there's anything to see, Two by two, will our cleverness defend us? Daddy, when will we reach the stars? Will we decline or overcome? Are we the all-sufficient ones? Is the future in our hands? Can you see what's coming? And we're taking the world apart We mine the earth for precious dangers and dig for information in our cells And though we've barely made a start Perhaps we can impose a little order, tame the hurricane, rebuild ourselves Will we decline or overcome? Are we the all-sufficient ones? Is the future in our hands? Can you see what's coming? Are we really in control? Can you see what's round the corner? Are the numbers rolled in advance? (Hey, who's driving this thing?!)
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11.
You and I inhabit an expansive experiment With a sample size of precisely one universe When it comes down to the searching questions It seems to me that there's as much faith in science As science in my faith Whenever I think of this There isn't room in my head for ideas this heavy I have no proof of this But my reason won't let me away with any other decision No single sign, moment or answer But a steady stream of hints and pointers That flow into a deepening perception: The gradual build of pressure behind the dam Enough sense that I can't dismiss as nonsense Too many answers for coincidence Enough artistry to make me want to meet the artist Enough pain to make me want to look beyond Enough injustice to want a standard Enough sadness to want peace So much mystery; I want clarity Inexplicable, give me answers; Unbelievable, give me belief Enough evil to want a rescuer Enough brokenness in me to need a saviour Enough uncertainty to want a friend in the future I've seen enough to make my decision There’s a logic to this, I persuade myself Whenever I think of this There isn't room in my head for ideas this heavy I have no proof of this But my reason won't let me away with it Whenever I think of this There isn't room in my head for ideas this heady I have no proof of this But my reason won't let me away with any other My reason is pulled from one view to another My heart and my head will conspire to form another decision

credits

released December 3, 2016

Jo sings and plays:
Acoustic & electric guitars
Bass
Pianos, organs, synths, baja (harmonium), and arpeggiators
Percussion and programming

Tim Buick plays alto sax on Peter’s Out, Alea Jacta Est? [VI], The Music In My Head & I’ve Seen Enough.

Doug Hutchison plays trumpet on Peter’s Out, The Watchmaker’s Waltz, Alea Jacta Est? [IV], The Music In My Head & I’ve Seen Enough.

Lee-Anne MacLennan sings on The Watchmaker’s Waltz & Still Life.

Recorded and mixed by Jo at home.
Mastered by Iain Hutchison at GloWormRecording.
Package design by Jo.

All material ℗&© 2016 Jo Wilson. All rights reserved. Any unauthorised broadcasting, public performance, copying or re-recording will constitute an infringement of copyright. That said, I’m an independent artist, so you can always ask...

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Jo Wilson Inverness, UK

New album, The Grand Complication, is out now!

Part-time complicated music, made at home when Jo's brain gets too full and some of it escapes, and brought to life with whatever instruments can be found lying around.

Read more about the album at www.jowilsonmusic.com

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